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So today was the cheesest day ever. Teacher's day. What can a day like this do anyway? I think the teachers should maybe just go to a bar and celebrate and gossip about which boy is the naughtiest or something.
Of every nice sugguestions they had to make us go to school in the morning and then walk from school to the Stadium. There we had to watch people running around chasing balls, some telly match, and a real cool NPCC parade of some sorts.
Having not much options for fun we decided to watch female teachers and take pictures of them, which leslie willing did. =p He took my camera and ran out to the fields where the teachers were playing a game against the students. Sat there and watch the 2nd and 3rd hottest female teachers in school.

After this whole tosh of crap is done and over with, i went to my friend's primary school. I din even went for mine. It was enrishing, i never knew there were these old school schools around in Singapore now. Those were like my school for the first 2 years of my primary school life. So old!

Hardcore Additional Maths tuition next from 1430- 1800. Long huh. Headache at the end of it. i think i've got some questions which i'm gonna use before O'levels examinations just to scare them. I bet they wont know how to do them. Haha. Its a competion anyway.

After the tuition had dinner there, some sort of destressing party my 2 lovely tuition teacher(husband and wife) did for us. Got a ride from sandra's dad's car.

Sandy's sister Joys is so cute!!!!! Oh man. Haha. Serious. The way she answers her sis's questions ah, so pure so innocent. Oh i think i'm infactuated. NAH kidding. haha. Her siser is like Primany 1 or 2. Haha. Like my younger brother.

Hey Sandy only kidding. nothing serious haha. your sister's cool. Much Cooler then you. Much pretties too haha

• After the party, I took her home. It was real romantic. Her head was on my shoulder. Someone else was carrying her feet.
• Who lit the fuse on your tampon?
• I must be oversexed. When I look at a girl across the street, I can't help but think that under her coat, her sweater, her dress, her slip, and panty hose, that girl is stark naked!
• I tried sniffing coke once but the ice cubes got stuck in my nose.
• Shame, she was really upset today. Her bra tried to commit suicide. Claimed it was leading an empty life.
• Buy Woof, the pet food dogs ask for by name
• Do you like blondes, brunettes or redheads? Yes
• Do you remember that backless, frontless, bottomless, topless evening gown I bought? I just found out it's a belt
• Don't get annoyed if your neighbour plays his hi-fi at two o'clock in the morning. Call him at four and tell him how much you enjoyed it
• Fight crime. Shoot back
• Don't take life too seriously because you'll never get out of it alive.
• He had ambitions, at one time, to become a sex maniac, but he failed his practical.
• Her breath takes her beauty away

Haha. it's damm funny these one liners. Got them off another page http://g-trove.com/fun_index.htm

Tommorow Physics Practical Test! Prelims. thank God!
Pray for me.

Anyway i got a new room mate. Its a fish. And a few other fishes to feed that fish. But i think that fish is sick or something. Its not eating. If it dies, i'll cry. =p

"Church on Sunday" by Greenday

Today is the first day of the rest
Of our lives
Tomorrow is too late to pretend
Everything's allright
I'm not getting any younger as long
As you don't get any older
I'm not going to state that yesterday never was

Bloodshot deadbeat and a lack of sleep
Making your mascara bleed
Tears down your face
Leaving traces of my mistakes

(When I say)
If I promise to go to church on Sunday
Will you go with me on Friday night?
If you live with me, I'll die for you
And this compromise

I hereby solenly to tell
The whole truth
And nothing but the truth is what
I'll ever hear from you now
"Trust" is a dirty word that comes
Only from such a liar
But "respect" is something I will earn..
If you have faith

I just feel like singing it out loud.

HongKong, Thailand and Mongolia.

2-3 days at Hongkong
2-3 days at Thailand
5-6 days at Mongolia!

HongKong for shopping for clothes assessories etc.
Thailand for Weird stuff?
Mongolia for fun, enjoyment.

Afterall most of them i already got lodging. Hongkong at Chiumeng's GrandParent's house. Thailand maybe got Kelivn's dad's house. And in Mongolia my friend Berserk owns the fucking apartment, there's two one in the city one outside the city.

He's got friends there. So hanging out there long makes more sense. They speak English and stuff there is cheap. He knows many girls there. Miss Mongolia is like one of the top 15 in Miss Universe but Singapore is no where to be found near there. 300 USD will do for 1 week. Maybe still have surplus. Where better to go man. Where tell me. Clubs there don't give a fuck about age, beer there is like 1 Sing Dollar, Volka maybe 7 and 5 dollars you can take a cab and go around and around and around until you're happy, most probably more then enough. I think Mongolia's food is nice. Don't know, my friend didn't go there. Oh well. Mongolia is the place i wanna go. =p

Anyone wanna follow?

I saw a cute girl on the bus. Man. Too bad i dont own a camera phone. Otherwise i'll like to take it down. =p
I think i like petite girls. She's small, got those striking eyes and all. Ahhh.
Got to get my mind off her, cause it would kill me. She's so hostile to me these days. Just send her a message to ask her how's she doing also kena some shit back.

Just yesterday, i saw a pretty face in the restaurant at the swimming club.

Today wasn't much. Typical day. Getting spotted by my VP again. I tell you its retarded. He called me over and talk about hair. He's idea about long hair is hair cannot go over the specs. His stupid I'm your Best friend Slogan. I mean isn't that the slogan that Dog Pet Shops use? Anyway after my o levels i'll probably post his face up. I tell you he looks like a man that doesnt have a face at night, only the "anti gravitised" teeth stands for all to see.

THE SUICIDE MACHINES LYRICS

"New Girl"

Well, I can't wait to tell you all about her.
All about my new girl.
(He can't wait to tell you 'bout his new girl.)
And I can't wait for you to hear me shout it.
All about my new girl.
(He can't wait to tell you 'bout his new girl.)

Ahhh

When we were together,
You tried to break my heart.
So, you always did your best
To keepin' us apart.
And now you're dead and gone.
I got a new thing going.
Can't wait to see your face
When you and your friends show up.

So, I got a (A NEW GIRL!) [4x]

Something makes you think that you're some kind of winner.
So, you wanna get married and cook somebody's dinner?
So, you're makin' fun of my 'cause I'm young and got no money.
You've got no time for school 'n books.
You've got no time to study.

Well, I can't wait to tell you all about her.
All about my new girl.
(He can't wait to tell you 'bout his new girl.)
I can't wait for you to hear me shout it.
All about my new girl.
(He can't wait to tell you 'bout his new girl.)

THE NEW GIRL!

So, I got a (A NEW GIRL!) [x4]

Hey! [x16]
Ahhhhhhhhh

You're the type of girl that any guy would die for.
That's the way it looks
And I'm really glad to think so.
Sunk into my friends and your popularity.
But you never ever took the time to see the real me.

Well, I can't wait to tell you all about her.
All about my new girl.
(He can't wait to tell you 'bout his new girl.)
I can't wait for you to hear me shout it.
All about my new girl.
(He can't wait to tell you 'bout his new girl.)

THE NEW GIRL!

So, I got a (A NEW GIRL!) [x4]

He can't wait to tell you all about.. (THE NEW GIRL!) [x4]
THIS ONE!
NEW GIRL!


Haha this song's great. But i never realy felt the need to do that.

I wrote this on my profile in friendsters afew days ago, and decided if she were predictable enough. I know she would message me something. =p

This was what i wrote:
"
I realised one thing from the whole wasted 3 months i had with this sweet girl i thought. I'm jus one of her boyfriends. Hmmm. Wait i think its considered a fling. Oh so i had a fling with this beautiful girl called *****. And flings equated to not a serious relationship. Haiz i realise that i should not ever make this stupid mistake again. She gained, her maths is now top of the level. And me? I did badly for my mid years, got sacked from my cca, etc.
I wished i had been so happy that day i went along with her instead of going to the canteen.

Oh well i hadnt really noticed her. Actually never bothered. Ahh. But man fails when tempted. So i guess. I should get on with life and forget this girl, which i did cause i realised i'm just another one. =p And i guess in a way thats good. My grades are improving. I'm not using that much vulgarity anymore. I think the best thing she did for me is to introduce me to this band called Story of the Year. Good luck with her new guy. I hoped sincerely that their relationship will last forever. Ah like those of far fetch fairy tales that never really happens."

Hmmmm. I guess that she always goes to my page in friendster and have a look. =p I was right.

She repiled this:
"what do you mean by you wished you had been
happy and gone along with me instead of going to
the canteen?
what the day of your confirmation. yea well it would
have made a difference. sorry about the stuff i know
you hate me but you know im the only one who
knows you well. we could be friends if you moved
on. it'd be great.

whats done is done and cannot be undone.

thanks for the congrats of the new relationship and
no you were not another one. but yea you were
another one who never treasured me."

Well the thing is i moved on long before she started writing me that hate letter and all. Defacing my bag and desrtroying my headphone. Actually i thought she had good memory and exellent hold on english.

I meant i wished i hadn't gone to the canteen. Instead went along with her out for lunch.

haha. She put her blog address back on her friendster and she allowed her friendster to be viewed by anyone. Well i guess i was predictable too. I visited her blog like she said. Anyway, freedom of expression do whatever you want they cant really sue you or anything. Anyway i still think very much that she's pretty, but she has got to close her mouth. Then she glows like a firefly. Uh huh. Yes.

Come to think of it. Her life's pretty sad. She ditched me. Or rather I ditched her, thats what her friends probably heard. Maybe i was wrong. But either way, it would all be my fault right. I never treasured you i never err whats that again. I was Glad i was out. Chunked by her, but nevermind. I dun really care.

Have a nice life girl. Now maybe i take back that thing i said about you being raped my an indian construction site worker. It would really be too mean. I think she'll go really depressed over it. Anyway, your dead boyfriend wanted to help you pay off your debts with your brother. But he said you got to learn your lesson. So i din chase it. Perhaps you needed it. Well i guess i'm at the same state as your brother. Trying to get my stuff back from a pretty girl. Yeah that the word.

By the way. if your google skills became better and you found this blog. I din really bother about the rubbish in my bag. Just chunked them all into the stinking rubbish bin in church.

You moved on but your still behind me. Anyway you ditched me, i just didnt wanna go back with you. I had enough. =p

Soon many others are joining this clan that i just joined.

Exerpt from one of my favourite book- The Charm School by Nelson Demile :
"There are some women and men he knew who enjoyed only the chase, and like fox hunters, had little use for their kill."

It think its just beautiful. So many people are like that. Maybe i am too? Ah probably not. I've only had one girlfriend, and i think to her it's just a fling. I should do more hunting for vixens after my exams.

I also learnt some bad words from this book. Like Pizda. Its only for guys to use. Try guessing what it means.

Anyway, i'm done with that book. It took me about 1 week to finish, quite short for me who has got homework as heavy as lead. See my new design on my blog? I spent this whole afternoon searching google for pictures then editing them and putting them all together. I feel great after getting done with it. =p Tell me its unique and all the nice stuff i wanna hear. If you got mean comments keep it to yourself.

So many things to do, so little time. Got so many test tommorow. Easy Emaths, Chim Chemistry, Gay Geography, Sexed up Social Studies and most probably Potato Physics. Dun ask me why its potato.

And i'm tired i read the book until 3 am this morning. Then woke up at 6 by my mom's constant wailing that i cannot be late for school anymore. 2 more times i'll be caned. Seriously i think this Singapore Authoritative shit is getting every where. Well its been everywhere since 40 years ago. I guess i should just breath the air and live with it. Oh no. Haze. Fuck the neighbours man. Dunno how to control the fires, the farmer still burn burn burn the forest what subsistance farming shit.

Listening to many new mp3s these days.

Did you screw up your English Orals? Oh fuck i screwed it up. I screwed up the picture conversation. Fuck. Can i punch you? I feel the need to . Damm it.

That was what happened after i did my orals. I feel like an over bloated stomach. Having ice cream, tau hui, pizza, laksa, bird nest and prata stuffed into my God damm stomach. Argh.

The sinister manic examiner had that scarastic smile and that God-i'm-bored-save-me look. I think i did fairly well for my Read Aloud and Conversation. But screwing up means no D for my orals. I want a Damm D.

Anyway went for my friend's gig at ngee ann poly. The band's called Kio-sai which is an Hokkien tranlation into English, it means "pick up shit". Man haha. Cool name. I was interview at ngee ann for their whatever thing yeah i had to stand infront of the camera and talk. haha. Cause of it i missed some of Kio-sai's music, which is a waste cause i came all the way there to hear them. These people prevented my enjoyment. Oh well.

After this gig, Ihsan, Rico, Ahzan and I took several wrong buses until we reached Dover Mrt for a ride to Expo for another gig. That gig rocked too, the drummer was fast. haha. After the gig, Ahzan took the bassist's guitar then swang it around it neck. Unfortunately, the strap broke and the guitar crashed onto the hard floor. haha.

Tired.

Hope you guys see that irony and not go scolding me. One person from my msn retailated :" if u hate singapore tt much. go ahead and migrate to india or support communism in china for all i care. fuck off. "

Here's some propaganda
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C'mon i love Singapore. Peace Everyone. Singapore turns 40. May the future bring more $) to our Country. Press 40 With the Shift. And you get $) do you see that? haha

Singapore!
Lets hope for more freedom of speech, a decrease in bus fare by 6 cents, ME GETTING MY GOOD RESULTS AND ENTERING NGEE ANN POLY MASS COM, Esplanade underground having colder aircons, she realising she likes me, nicer gigs, CDs coming out from the various Singaporean Bands, Weezer coming to town, GOD finding me, Learning my keyboard, Getting my 1990, THE BITCH RETURNING MY STUFF BACK IN GOOD CONDITION, Getting to know more girls, Feeling that everyone loves me, My parents IN PERFECT HEALTH!, getting rid of Abengs that belongs to the filth of the sewers, and Alians to the whorehouses, going to Hong Kong, Thailand, China and Australia for the holidays, me getting the girls, for luck when going clubbing there aint any police, NO PEACE TO GRASSERS, Anti-flag coming down to Singapore, She realising she likes me, More Rocking gigs, My new specs, Arpee and Samanta hitting the radios, Rico getting back with Alane, Jabez getting Leanne, Kelvin getting that IJ girl and ....

I feel so patriotic! After watching afew moments of a over excited crowd at the Padang doing the "Singapore Wave" (owned by Singapore today cause its SGDAY) all the way to the Northside, Eastside, SouthSide and Westside i think. Nice job Cameraman. Thumbs up. Bravo. All the way man. Whoooo! You guys rock my sock man.

Anyway have you all heard Singapore for America? They sound nice. I wonder if the ALMIGHTY SINGAPORE GOVERNMENT can sue them for using our Country's Name that way, or even just by using it. =)

A conversation with my friend Shu
I said: nice?
I said: take a look at this
I said: i'm insdie the picture
She says: photoshop?
I says: no la
I says: i was inside
Isays: i made the artist paint me
She says: what?
I says: paided lyk 100 bucks man
She says: so were u at that place or not
I says: yeah la
I says: i was there
She says: where is it
I says: in dec
I says: last yr
I says: i got holiday what
She says: ya where
I says: Briton la
I says: that old place
I says: with the old cars
I says: the guy was at the roadside
I says: and all
She says: wah lao so good
I says: i stood for a while there
She says: u went britain!
I says: for him to get me in the pic
I says: then he paint the rest
I says: while i sat watching
I says: yeah
She says: wah but he made a bomb from u
I says: haha
I says: yeah and i really just cant belive how ppl can be so stupid also
I says: oh wells
I says: i was shocked
I says: petrified
I says: i peed in my pants
I says: oh wells
I says: haiz
She says: ???
She says: im confused
....

Here's a look at the picure:
I confess. I was never in that picture. I took it off google. I used photoshop and did some edits. I never went Briton. I never lose my 100 bucks to some old fool. I felt really good after the conversation. I mean anyone would know from first sight that i was never in that picture. The surrounding never had any colours that were the least bit similar to mine. Oh well. I tried to tell her i lied. But she din seem to get it. Until she see this blog post i seriously doubt she gets it.

Listens: Samanta - She my Throphy

Got my new stud belt and blank black t shirt! That girl looking after that shop where i got my blank black shirt looked nice! =P Stupid bitch still don't want ta return me my stuff! I had to resort to telling her mom. Hoping her mom can nag her to return my stuff to me. =) She's such a bitch. Everyone on my side decided i should not go back with her, and think that she's a slut. I don't think she's a slut, but she's more like a looker. Oh well. I think i'm better off without her. Your friend asked if i missed you, but nay i never did. I left and never looked back. You still stood there like a tree rooted in a burning forest. Why? I know i had made those promises. I'm sorry i can never fufill them.

You know why?
'Cause i realised i'll never be truely happy with you. I'll just suffer. Feel miserable. All the bad stuff.

And to the ONE i want. I give up again. I've tried to crack the hardnut that you are but failed. Hoping that you still liked me but just din tell me. And i hope i can wait till that day you realise you want me real bad, and come running towards these open arms of mine. I shall remain like that.

Muder by ska. Ah. NIce stuff there. But DOES ANYONE KNOW WHERE THIS MICA BUILDING IS?

I'm still at a dilemma. O levels.

I guess i should just study. From now till then. Its just less then 3months afterall. The girl i want is now lost and gone. I'll never have her. I'll guess i'd just move one, like always. I'll be okay. I hope.

loves: Rachel
I Shaved my moustache. I feel empty. A part of me is gone. I feel so exposed. I feel ichy.
First time i shaved :)

Yesterday and today was fun. Went for this Christian Festival of Praise with my school mate and sang along with hillsongs and whatever that other band was. I could still remember that jumpy plump guy singer from hillsongs i think. haha. That guy's weird. Oh well. It was me that blew me away. Cause i sang Jesus's name out loud. Something a "conservative" Catholic never done before. And i asked him to save me.

After the event kelvin nicholas charles I kelvin Cousin kelvin Cousin's friends went to MacDonalds.
And i tell you these girls are bimbos. They stood at the road that was opposite direction to where they wanted to go. Then they decided to move their arse, and out they went a little bit so now they're standing at that turning section into the lane they were standing before. Oh well i guess they are just too dumb huh. Anyway i thought kelvin's cousin(its a she btw, dun start thinking i'm gay) looked quite okay. But still bimbotic :)

They were suppose to take a cab to were they were heading and drop me along a bus stop were i could take my bus home. Oh well. They wasted my time and i had to take cab. Played Midnightclub3 until 3 am then went to bed thinking about that other gig i'm gonna go. Haven found a girl to go with me so i can piss joys off. Argh!

Substation was good. The venue have that look of a Stamford Raffles Warehouse building during the time of the Fishing Village. I met Rico then his brother's band mates cool people. i knew them from Countdown to 2005, that time when i went all the way from the west( i had a performance there) to meet them, mind you midnights already past when i reach so no one was shouting, only to spent afew moments sitting by that river before leaving that place.

Anyway Arpee's a cool band. Nice music. I want their cd. Samanta' a nice band too. Hope eve sends me their mp3 soon. Murder by ska is rocking man, i went into the pit to skank and mosh. Got myself shoved pushed and pull in there. i think my specs came out afew times. And i let go of my hand from this guy's back. I was that weakest link as soon as i did that he came crashing down onto the floor. ooo. It was a pretty hard fall. :) perfect.

How did you let your heart get entraped like that. Within this cage that has no metal railings or anything at all. Just there locked. How is it you can captivate me to such a extent that i've never felt before. How is it you can tie me up with nothing. How is it i have to pull my hair over what to wear on sunday so as to impress you. How is it so difficult to tell you that i really like you once again. How i wish i never had that girl as my girlfriend rather it was YOU instead. How is it... how is it.

Why didn't you fight back for me when someone else took me away. Why didn't you come. Why didn't you tell me you liked me. Why did you make me feel like you hated me. Why!

I lost the game which i never played. You won with ease. Why?

let start of with showing you how fustrated i was yesterday.

I found this ant. One of the many mayhem bugs i love to get rid off for good riddence. Leave a sweet there, they'll come in waves. You know like those alien series. 1st wave. I took out my trusted Liquid Paper, and started this jabbing spree at this ignorant mayhem bugs. This was within my radius of 1 m and stands at 1 over Pi times Radius Square probablity of getting killed. Jackpot. As you can see from the beautiful picture of it at two angles. Its got its abdoment in my liquid paper and its harding now. Tralala. It tried to crawl away as you can see from the trail. But still my trusted Liquid Paper never fails, to harden in time to prevent its escape. =p

Anyway. I just wiped it off like an ant on my table.=p

Today was kinda fun. Around the end of the lesson the Geography lesson where only few of the many actually bother to listen jabez kelvin and me decided to do something stupid. Which was to take those hole-punch paper and put them into a loosely made ball and throw up into the winding blades of the fan, in child like hopes that it might be cut open by the incoming blade and ah haah a splatter of whiteness. Eventually the class was filled with those small bits of paper which i and a few others had to clean up after skl.

Later on jabez, kelvin and i went to tampines mall mac to study, which wasnt really. Because its the mac's fault, so many people. Made us lose our determined concentration on your sad social studies worksheet. See -bleak.blogspot.com haha

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