hello

I lost the bid for the P-adapter for my mamiya. I am upset. freaking hell i could have matched that bid. that same asshole was the one who won the 135mm lens that i wanted. On the other hand, to make myself feel better, i bought a typewriter and a rollei slide projector.

I dont wanna feel this way.



Nouvelle Vague - I melt with you

The Greatest by Cat Power
Once I wanted to be the greatest
No wind or waterfall could STALL me
And then came the rush of the flood
The stars at night turned DEEP to dust

Melt me down
into big black armour
Leave no trace
Of grace
Just in your honor
Lower me down
TO CULPRIT SOUTH
Make 'EM WASH A SPACE IN TOWN
FOR THE LEAD
AND THE DREGS OF MY BED
I'VE BEEN SLEEPING
Lower me down
PIN ME IN
Secure the grounds
For the later parade

Once I wanted to be the greatest
TWO FISTS OF SOLID ROCK
WITH BRAINS THAT COULD EXPLAIN
Any feeling
Lower me down
PIN ME IN
Secure the grounds
FOR THE LEAD
AND THE DREGS OF MY BED
I'VE BEEN SLEEPING
For the later parade

Once I wanted to be the greatest
No wind or water fall could STALL me
And then came the rush of the flood
The stars at night turned DEEP to dust

I really love this song!

i placed my bids on two items a 135mm lens and a m42 lens adapter. I have to win it!


Something sinister is going on

herpes are scary.
"The surest way to avoid transmission of sexually transmitted diseases, including genital herpes, is to abstain from sexual contact, or to be in a long-term mutually monogamous relationship with a partner who has been tested and is known to be uninfected."
from http://www.cdc.gov/std/Herpes/STDFact-Herpes.htm


Life

Ode on a lesbian
O’ lesbian! Thou art more crooked than an old man’s spine
More manly than the manliest man who ever walked this man-filled Earth
More hairy than a feminist armpit dripping with sweat on a sunny Sunday
with no deodorant on
The Earth trembles with the delicious moans
That trumpet out of your moist parted lips –
Not your vaginal lips,
Look further north.
Prey not on little girls
But on those who provide you with an abundance of food: Sweet! Sour! Salty! Bitter!
Go, go suck on kitty litter,
Kitty kitten cat pussy,
Fuck me hard and call me Lucy!
Lucy’s in the sky with diamonds,
While I’m lost in your intense lesbianess.
Gibble gabble gobble gee
Hee! Hee! Hee! Hee! Hee! Hee! Hee!

by NatashaFooMacginn and Lam

Life is unfair
Life is harsh

i was exploring the area around the home. it was too hot and i decided to go back and saw him. =) very cute boy. hahhaha the other older boys didnt let him play football with them. his mom was shouting over the fence.

today was kinda cool. there was this one time in the library where someone slapped my ass. and i turned to see a girl walking away out of the room. i thought hmmm she? then i turned the other way and saw my friend with the book in his hand which wacked me. and i said "i thought that girl wacked my ass." my voice was really loud and apparently she heard it was sell cause she turned around and sorta smiled or something. i never felt more like an idiot

and today in the library i was sitting on the table reading a magazine when she walked passed and smiled(i think). maybe i should have smiled back and said hi instead i just looked back down onto my magazine flipped through really quickly and left the library.

i am reading Adrian mole and the weapons of mass destruction. Good book to read i've never thought of sending letters to big people. Gonna have some dinner with the principal of my school this Friday. i shall give him a piece of my mind. they should really scrape the idea of community service on the third day of orientation.

my brother fell and bleed his brains out today.
both my sister and brother have stitches of their heads. i've got this feeling i might get it too.

i need a tripod, a flash for my manual slr preferably a sb 26/28

i want yashica mat



where i had my first meal in thailand, well not exactly first since i've been there so many times. but first for the trip. noodles were awesome.

i think i used the era film. china made. yucky grain. wont use it ever again

Maybe A Miracle by Brian Strause
That book sums up exactly how i feel about god