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Christmas eve , christmas day and post christmas.
They are all really really closely connected. Event-Event2-Sleep-Event3-Event4-Event5-Sleep-Event6

On the eve of christmas i woke up and had to go down to parkway to meet moses to get sandy's present. 39.90 bucks. daniel still owes me 8 bucks (in case i forget, i'm really short of cash my rents aint giving me any). got the wallet then moses had to fuck off. so i'm left with 2 hours ro burn before the cityharvest gig.

Met jocelyn, god i couldnt really reconise her. She sort of grown so busty since i last saw her. And she too also had to fuck off after a while. So i'm Left with Lee Child. Read until page 40 (i think).

the city harvest thing at expo was alright except for the part where they spent almost 15 mins telling us to 'donate' money. I'm not okay with that. Donations are for a person to give, not forced or exchanged for more blessings?! more money more blessings? most retarded.

went back home for family dinner after the service. had french ...(forgotten the word. its in french) a pot full of olive oil and you stick raw beef chunks in it to cook it. Well done or med rare all controled by you.

Went to church for mid night mass and pagen but instead had a huge dose of bad humour blah... Mehhh... and repetative sermons. Hot attached chick sat in the same bench as me! I think the whole thing ended at 2 am. On christmas morning. Moses joel and me went to sandy's house for a hang over? we moved in a J motion from the garden table and chairs to the lawn then into the living room then dinning space(not exactly a room). Took some total idiot cool photos in the lawn and living room. and some more when moses joel and me were on our way back. I personal love the lawn, living room mirror reflections, convex mirror reflections pictures. For gist of the stuff we chatted about go to moses's spot. banana and papaya.

back home at 7 slept until about 12 then went to my grann's place for lunch. then went to holy family to help my dad with his church party stuff. attended chinese mass. then went for after party which isnt exactly after party cos my idea of it was fun laughter jokes not a selfish big rich self-blaming MARIS violent moron cursing machine who had it in the ass. met some really mannly girls who can stand not bathing. became a counceller for a moment listening and talking and comforting people. being nice and not farking in the living room. haha. kaya buns from the bakery near jo's house are nice. soft as boobs. but not really according to others.

realised how luck i am. going to be nice son again. try not to be a rebel at home. going to get new bed frame as christmas present from mom. going to get new matress as christmas present from dad. going to do accounts for my mom's company. going to help my aunt at the showroom. going to be nice to everyone. wish my hair could grow until it covers my ears. wanna get a trumpet/trombone. wanna get a surfboard. wanna learn skimboarding. convinced i'll be good at it. wanna learn to play songs from coheed and cambria, long shot hero, chiodos.

details of the events are in my brain if it din seem long here thats cos my writing suck i'm trying to write better. I'm too tired to write in proper today. It seems like a real long day to me tho.

felt v. v. v. happy on christmas morning.

felt v. v. v. counceller on post christmas morning.

i still dunno what's high after the after party.

I wanna know.

hope to go to more parties to socialise. brush up on socialising.

try making some cool new pick up lines.

hope to go to more gigs.

i want a free electric guitar.

i want a trumpet/trombone.