hello

Today was as bad as the days that are about to come. Life is playing with me. I saw something i want but couldn't take.

I saw Melanie with her brillant wide smile, totally vapourised my heart. Like sublimation. Solid to gas. She is so cute! She wore that shoe that no girl would dare wear because they care too much about how others think.

I think i should learn from her to never tell a person whether you like them or you don't like them, even if they ask.

Look not doing that, now i've got to vomit every feeling i have out and start with a fresh new Kleenex tissue paper. And i won't stop and use it to clean the birdshit that falls on me anymore. i'll use water and soap. Life stinks.

I went for math tuition today and since i was a lazy belligerent moron i stood outside the sidegate to wait for someone from inside to come out before i could enter. Someone else joined me waiting. It's Stacy's boyfriend, i din know until i saw them kissing. Yeah she opened from inside for him. Then i saw the smoching. Awww din i tell you life stinks. I din bother saying hi to her.

I love my colour theme now.